blind

I know that it's useless..My longing that's for you
But I just can't help it..It's all that gets me through
I love talking to you and that you can trust me
I know you can't see this but you should be happy
I know you deserve it even if you think not
If you open your eyes,you might see what you've got
I know that we love you and you should know that too
The people around you..They all care; we all do
Maybe when you see this,then you just might see me
I'm here waiting for you and here is where I'll be
I've been here for some time,so this you may not know
I'm waiting for you still won't let my feelings show
I've tried saying something last time it all screwed up
and now it's all better..So should I just shut up?
I don't want to hurt this our friendship is too good
but somehow I want more.I don't know if I should

happy happy n happy

I'm happier now,Finally after so long,
I'm happier now,Since you've been gone.
Even though you hurt me,
O so very bad,No longer am I,
Lonely and sad.
You moved on,A long time ago,
Well now so have I,
I finally let go..I let go of the love,
That we once had,And found the good,
In all of the bad.
See there's more to life,
Than just loving you,Cause I'm tired of being the one,
Who always gets screwed.
This is the last poem,
I'm writing for you,But I just want you to know,
That I'm happy too.

perlukah aku mengalah ?

menitis lagi air mata ini

mengapa perlu lagi air mata ini mencurahi pipiku

bukankah aku sudah penat menangis ?

bukankah hatiku sudah kebal dengan kesedihan tetapi hari ini aku

KALAH LAGI ..

diriku masih ada sisa-sisa yang sentiasa membuat diriku rapuh ..

mengapa aku begitu sinonim dengan air mata , kesedihan dan kekalahan ?

perlukah aku sentiasa mengalah demi kebahagiaan orang lain ?

tetapi hati ini bagaimana ?

aku juga ingin menikmati nikmat hidup ..

TETAPI ...

kenapa perlu banyak tetapi ?

dan aku terpaksa mengalah demi melihat

kebahagiaan orang lain ..

lost him *1st day

today is first day aku btol2 khilangan dia....
khilangan dia bgitu bermakna bg aku , terasa gila...
syuhaire i ttap akan tunggu you...
hope you will come back to me ..
you pegi la sejauh mane sekali pown...
hati i ttp ade ngan you...
thanks 4 everything !
wanna tell you that i love you syuhaire ,
hope you will meet someone special that were love you even more .
i know that i'm not be perfect to you ,
i do de best in our relationship ,
we started our love with wonderful life ,
but in the end we declair ,
we can n must together again if GOD allow our relation..
i'm always waiting for you..
i WILL...
i love you so fucking damn much..
i always beside you although we're not together...
kak ya n mama always n still love you ...
we always love you sayang...
take care you kat kl n melaka sne...
i will love n miss you sayang..
muahhhxie...!!!

maafkan aku

kiranya benar takdir cinta kita

cuma setakat ini
maaf ku pohon darimu sayang
dari detik pertama perkenalan
hingga saat perpisahan

maafku tak berdaya
menjadi seperti yang kamu inginkan
aku cuma aku
aku bukan insan sempurna untuk kamu

maafku tak bisa
melupakan dirimu
wajahmu , bait tuturmu
segala yang ada padamu
akan sentiasa di kalbuku

andai tiba saatnya
kamu temui pengantiku
akan ku titipkan doa
moga kau bahagia disampingnya

miyon n sole

thanks sgt2 coz happy kan aku today

lau x dak ampa x taw jd cmna...
ampa la kawan aku selamanya..
MIYON:nnty kita speaking g k..rinie x sempat...
SOLE:bgosh sbb paham pa yg aku ckap td..:D

sygg ampa sgt100x...
thanks belanja td..
:D
air aku haram x sedap..
miyon kata sole mengebat minum FRESH ORANGE...
kami minum sirap bandung ngan teh o ais ja...
haha !
da la aku dengan skit pala gila..
tambah ngna ampa lagi skit pala..
hee:D
sygg ampa la ngek oi...heee :D
sygg ampa la...
persahabatan x akan putus selagi nyawa bersatu jasad !
love both
muahh <3>

complicated

u ckp i x sygg u ?!
what's babe ?! i nk lpaskan u n nk u pergi kat die !
itu u ckap i x sygg u ?!
itu mkne u x fhm lagi pe erti CINTA ...
pengorbanan seseorang terhadap person in love..
i love you so fucking damn much..
fhm sme aty org lain...
don't be egois...
thanks , i will do de best to our love...
u too yang x sygg i...
lau i x text u dulu jangan harap u nk text kan...
lau u ingat or rindu gile2 baru u text ryte...
i x kesa...x pe... myb u da de org lain...
k..
MOVE ON
CARRY ON
N GO ON !

cinta suci ,
adalah ketika kamu menitiskan air mata dan masih mempedulikan terhadapnya
adalah ketika dia tidak memperdulikan kamu dan kamu masih lagi menantinya dengan setia
adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan kamu masih lagi mampu berkata
KALAU KAU BAHAGIA AKU TURUT BAHAGIA !